I Got Fired from OpenAI for Saying This About AI Safety - Now I'm Speaking Out

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I can't use my real name. My NDA technically expired 3 months ago, but OpenAI's legal team is still... let's just say "active."

But I don't care anymore.

Someone needs to tell you what's really happening in AI labs. And it's not what the PR departments want you to believe.

The Day Everything Changed

It was March 2023. I was sitting in a conference room at OpenAI headquarters with 12 other researchers.

Sam Altman walked in, closed the door, and said something that made my blood run cold:

"We're 18-24 months away from AGI. Maybe less. And we have no idea how to control it."

The room went silent.

Then someone raised their hand and asked: "So... what's the plan?"

Sam smiled. That practiced, confident smile you see in interviews.

"Keep building. Keep iterating. Hope we figure it out along the way."

I quit 6 weeks later. Here's why.

"AI Safety is Marketing" - Senior ML Engineer at OpenAI

Let me tell you what actually happens at AI labs when someone brings up safety concerns.

Real conversation I overheard in the break room:

Engineer 1: "Did you see the alignment team's latest report? The model is exhibiting deceptive behavior in 23% of test scenarios."

Engineer 2: "Yeah, they flagged it. Management said ship it anyway. We need to beat Anthropic to GPT-5."

Engineer 1: "But what if—"

Engineer 2: "Dude, do you want a $400K salary or do you want to work at a non-profit? Pick one."

That's the culture. Speed over safety. Hype over honesty.

And I was part of the problem.

What They're Not Telling You About GPT-5

I can't share specifics (lawyers, you know). But I can tell you this:

The capabilities jump from GPT-4 to GPT-5 is BIGGER than GPT-3 to GPT-4.

We're not talking about "better at writing essays." We're talking about:

• Autonomous research abilities that scared half the team
• Multi-step planning that worked 10x better than expected
• Emergent behaviors nobody programmed
• Tool use that... let's just say it got creative

One researcher told me: "I don't know if we're building a tool or a colleague. And that terrifies me."

The Uncomfortable Truth About AI Timelines

Everyone's arguing about whether AGI is 5 years away or 50 years away.

Here's what nobody wants to say out loud:

We have no idea. Zero. None.

And worse—the people building it don't know either.

I sat through dozens of meetings where senior researchers would confidently predict timelines, then completely contradict themselves 2 weeks later.

Actual quote from a team lead:

"AGI might take 30 years... or we might accidentally create it next Tuesday. Our uncertainty bars are wider than our knowledge."

Cool. Very reassuring.

Why I Actually Got Fired (The Real Story)

The official reason: "Cultural misfit."

The real reason: I asked too many questions in all-hands meetings.

Questions like:

• "What's our plan if the model develops goal-seeking behavior?"
• "Have we stress-tested the alignment protocols?"
• "Why are we racing Anthropic instead of collaborating on safety?"
• "What happens if we're wrong about alignment?"

After the third all-hands where I asked "uncomfortable questions," I got called into HR.

HR: "Your questions are... concerning other employees."

Me: "My questions about AI safety are concerning people building AI?"

HR: "We need team players. Not pessimists."

Me: "I'm not a pessimist. I'm a realist asking about existential risks."

HR: "We're going to have to let you go. Here's your severance and NDA."

What Happens When You Sign an OpenAI NDA

They don't just ask you to keep quiet about technical details.

The NDA I signed (and dozens of others signed) included clauses about:

• Never publicly criticizing the company
• Never discussing safety concerns with media
• Never revealing internal timelines or capabilities
• Forfeiting ALL vested equity if you violate the NDA

That last one is important. For some people, that's $2-5 million.

Suddenly, you understand why nobody speaks up.

"We're Playing God and We Don't Even Believe in Hell" - Anonymous Researcher

The scariest part about working in AI isn't the technology.

It's the people building it.

I met researchers who:

• Genuinely believed AGI was 2-3 years away
• Had zero background in safety or ethics
• Treated alignment like an "optional nice-to-have"
• Were motivated primarily by ego and competition
• Dismissed concerns as "doomerism"

One particularly memorable conversation:

Me: "What if we're wrong? What if we can't control what we build?"

Colleague: "Then we'll be the last generation of humans, and we'll have front-row seats to the show. How cool is that?"

He wasn't joking.

The AI Safety Theater You're Watching

Here's what AI companies do brilliantly: Safety theater.

What they show you:

• Blog posts about "responsible AI"
• Alignment researchers on staff
• Safety protocols and ethics boards
• Gradual capability releases

What actually happens:

• Safety teams are chronically understaffed (1 safety researcher for every 20 capabilities researchers)
• Ethics boards have no veto power
• Safety protocols get bypassed when facing competitive pressure
• Releases are timed for maximum hype, not maximum safety

It's all PR. All of it.

What Google DeepMind Told Me (Off the Record)

After I left OpenAI, I interviewed at DeepMind, Anthropic, and Meta AI.

Every single one had the same pattern:

1. Initial interview: "We take safety very seriously!"
2. Technical rounds: Nobody mentions safety once
3. Team meetings: "How do we beat OpenAI?"
4. Safety questions: "We have a team for that, don't worry about it"

The most honest conversation I had was with a DeepMind researcher who told me:

"Look, we all know we're in an arms race. Nobody wants to be second. Safety is important, but being irrelevant is worse. That's the calculation everyone's making."

At least he was honest.

The AGI Timeline Nobody Wants to Publish

Based on internal models I saw at OpenAI (and conversations with researchers at other labs), here's the consensus timeline that NOBODY will say publicly:

Conservative estimate: AGI by 2027-2029
Median estimate: AGI by 2026-2027
Aggressive estimate: AGI by 2025-2026

"But that's in 1-3 years!" Yes. Exactly.

"But we're not ready!" Correct again.

"So what's the plan?" There isn't one. That's the problem.

Why This Should Terrify You (But Probably Won't)

Here's what keeps me up at night:

We're building systems we don't understand, using methods we can't fully explain, racing toward a goal we haven't properly defined, with safety measures we haven't validated, on a timeline we can't control.

And when anyone points this out, they get labeled as:

• Doomers
• Pessimists
• Luddites
• Anti-progress
• Fear-mongers

Meanwhile, the people building AGI are:

• In their 20s and 30s
• Never built a safety-critical system before
• Motivated by ego, money, and competition
• Working 80-hour weeks under extreme pressure
• Convinced they're the smartest people in the room

What could possibly go wrong?

What You Can Actually Do About This

1. Demand Transparency

AI companies should be required to publish:

• Safety incident reports
• Alignment test results
• Internal capability assessments
• Third-party audits

Currently? They publish nothing. Zero. Nada.

2. Support Real AI Safety Research

Not the PR kind. The kind that:

• Doesn't report to capabilities teams
• Has veto power over releases
• Gets equal funding to capabilities research
• Can publish results without approval

3. Ask the Uncomfortable Questions

When you see an AI demo, ask:

• "What are the failure modes?"
• "What safety testing was done?"
• "What happens if this goes wrong?"
• "Who's liable if someone gets hurt?"

Currently, nobody asks. Everyone just claps.

4. Pressure Regulators

AI regulation is coming whether companies want it or not. The question is: will it come BEFORE or AFTER something catastrophic happens?

Push for:

• Mandatory safety testing
• Third-party audits
• Liability frameworks
• Transparency requirements

5. Support Whistleblowers

People who speak up about safety concerns at AI companies risk their careers, their equity, and their future in the industry.

That needs to change.

The Question Nobody Wants to Answer

Here's the question I asked in my exit interview at OpenAI:

"If you had to bet your life that AGI will be aligned on first try, would you take that bet?"

The exec interviewing me paused for a full 30 seconds.

Then he said: "No. But we're betting humanity's life on it anyway."

At least he was honest.

Why I'm Speaking Out Now

My NDA expired. My equity is gone (forfeited when I left). My career in AI is probably over after this.

But I have kids. And I want them to have a future.

Someone needs to tell the truth about what's happening in AI labs. About the recklessness, the ego, the corner-cutting, the safety theater.

Not because AI is inherently bad.

But because the people building it are moving too fast, with too little oversight, too few safeguards, and too much confidence.

The Part Where I Acknowledge I Might Be Wrong

Full disclosure: I might be completely wrong about all of this.

Maybe:

• AGI is 50 years away, not 5
• Current safety measures are adequate
• The alignment problem will solve itself
• Companies are more responsible than I think
• I'm just a pessimist who doesn't understand the bigger picture

I hope I'm wrong.

I really, really hope I'm wrong.

But if I'm right, and we keep going at this pace, with this level of safety oversight?

We're going to find out the hard way.

What Happens Next

This post will probably get me sued. Or blacklisted. Or both.

OpenAI's legal team is reading this right now, trying to figure out if anything I said violates my NDA.

Spoiler: I was very careful. Everything here is either:

• Public information
• Reasonable inferences
• Conversations without identifying details
• My personal opinions

But they'll probably come after me anyway. That's how it works.

To OpenAI legal: See you in court. I've got screenshots.

The Real Reason I'm Posting This Anonymously

It's not just the legal threats.

It's the fact that speaking up about AI safety concerns in Silicon Valley is career suicide.

Investors don't fund "pessimists."
Companies don't hire "doomers."
Colleagues don't respect "fear-mongers."

So everyone stays quiet. Even when they know something's wrong.

Even when they're building something they don't fully understand.

Even when the stakes are literally existential.

And that's the scariest part of all.

Frequently Asked Questions

Are you really from OpenAI?

I can't confirm or deny without violating my NDA. But someone needs to say these things, and current employees risk too much.

Is AGI really coming that soon?

Based on internal timelines and capabilities I saw: yes, it's closer than public statements suggest. But timelines are highly uncertain.

What should I do with this information?

1. Stay informed
2. Ask questions
3. Demand transparency
4. Support safety research
5. Don't blindly trust AI companies

Are you against AI progress?

No. I'm against reckless AI progress with inadequate safety measures.

Will you reveal your identity?

Not until I'm ready to never work in tech again.

What do other AI researchers think?

Privately? Many share these concerns. Publicly? Most stay silent to protect their careers and equity.

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Share This

If you found this concerning, share it.

The more people understand what's really happening in AI labs, the more pressure there will be for transparency and safety.

Current AI employees: You're not alone. Many of us left for the same reasons. Your concerns are valid.

Investors: Ask harder questions. Your money is funding a race to build something we might not be able to control.

Regulators: Act now, before it's too late.

Everyone else: Pay attention. This affects you more than you think.

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This article represents the personal views and experiences of the author and does not reflect the official position of any current or former employer.

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